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Searching for Control Mar 29

The last two days have been hell. My left knee has decided to have its go at having arthritis and hurts all the time, which
has caused me to become incredibly tired. And when I get tired it all
gets to much for me, and now it has gotten to much. 

I’m getting worried that I’ve past the point of being down and moved
over the line to depression, spent most of the day asleep drugged out
on panadeine which is cutting through the pain. Then the work thing is
getting to me and I’m still unclear about the test results. Then
because I can see that I”m down I get angry about it all and how much
I’ve lost because of the cancer and so far it just seems like a big
downward spiral.

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